My computer is old. It is tired and refusing to cooperate with me. I should be back to blogging in the next few days, after I have figured out how to use my daughter's Mac. I am feeling tired, too. I have been thinking too hard about my life's purpose and meaning, rather than just enjoying where I am at the moment. Do I really need a ten year plan? I do not. I need a plan for today and maybe this week, but not the rest of my life. I am being way too hard on myself. My son has A.D.D, and if he really needs to hear what I'm saying to him, he has to look away, so as not to be distracted by the movement of my mouth or the color of my eyeshadow. Maybe I need to look away from this need to find a goal to be able to hear myself think. Little goals are what I will start with and the first of which is figuring out how to store pictures on a Mac, so that I can then upload them to this blog.